:0) just wonderful

So things are going really good with the baby and its getting big and growing, the heartbeat is still faster then both the boys..so girl??!! And Kayden is going to be on Spring Break for the rest of the week starting tomorrow!!!! AAHH!! What am I going to do to keep them busy? Oh man I better start thinking hard. lol. JD is working like normal and I am home dealing with tiredness and kids and house stuff, just fun some days, so much fun. I have had a really bad pain in my back so JD has been taking care of everything for me so I guess I really cant complain right now, he has cleaned, cooked, done laundry and everything...kinda nice, I wont lie. But Poor Ryk man is sick and has a horrible cough that he cant keep under control so he pukes..ugh..so fun stuff going on this week, I am pretty sure I am going to be going crazy by the end of spring break since I am not entertaining enough for Kayden. lol. Wish me luck!! :)

Well hello there, its been a while!

So..so far I am 8 1/2 weeks pregnant, the baby is doing great and growing like a little babe should grow, the heartbeat is a little faster then the boys by about 25 beats a minute..so possible this is our grill..but I started to have some pain in my upper back on the side of my back and it just came on one day as a little irritating pain, the next day it was a little worse, then I went to sleep and tried to get up at 2 am to go to the bathroom and tried to sit up and just screamed and started crying uncontrollably, well I took some Ibu and went back to bed and Jade went to work I woke up to get Kayden to school and once again couldnt move so needless to say Kayden didnt get to school, I called JD crying my eyes out and couldnt breathe or move so he told me that I needed to go to the ER, I called my doc, they said the same thing. I was scared thinking I was misscarrying or something, so Jade left work and rushed home to take me, I was in the ER from 9 am to 3 pm, they came to the conclusion that I have "gravel" kidney stones, that means there are a ton of tiny ones so they have no timeline of when I might feel better, and they said there is a thing called hydronephrosis, you get it during pregnancy and its where your kidneys are surrounded by extra fluid during pregnancy and it causes extreme pain all through your pregnancy, and I also have that too..but they checked the baby and it had a head and body this time! So cute! So the babys heart was beating great and the baby was fine..thank god! So here I am bedridden, and on super strong pain meds, the pain meds are only making it to where I can move in bed and get up for just a second at a time, if I didnt have them I am pretty sure I would be crying my eyeballs out completely. But as long as my baby is alright I will deal with what I have to to make the baby healthy and keep on truckin. :) Right now JD is doing all the cooking, cleaning, and everything, which makes me extremely thankful and at the same time sad, he is working his ass off at work then coming home and staying up late and getting all the stuff done that I am not able to do. I appreciate him more then anything, he is so awesome and just steps up and doesnt complain a bit and just picks up the slack for me. :) I love him so much! I am so lucky! Now onto resting and praying to god this crap goes away and I can feel a little better....

ITS A...BABY! lol

So went in for the ultrasound today and there is indeed a baby there! I am 6 wk 5 days and due Oct 30. Finally! The thing thats kinda good is I havent had the sickness like I did with both the boys, I have just been reallllly tired, so other then that feeling pretty good. Will update!

dammit dammit dammit!!!! lol

So, I took all the medicine that the doc told me to take to start my period, and NADA, so I told JD I would take it all and two days after I would take a Digital Test to prove to him that I WAS!! And today was the second day after, I still feel preggo and shitty. So I got a test....POSITIVE!!!! FINALLY!!!!! So now onto see if the medicine that the doc gave me caused the baby problems, if so there is going to be a HUGE problem. But we are staying positive and waiting it out, I am hoping my doc can call me today and get the blood work ordered so I can see exactly how far along I am, I am thinking..Just thinking..I am about 8-9 weeks......

:P fun stuff

So this week went by so fast, I have been tired, and still feeling like poo!!! Ugh! I cant wait to one day feel normal again...One day! lol Kayden has been having to do a little extra reading at home for school, it is SO freaking hard to get Ryker to cooperate while taking the time to get quiet and focus on just Kayden and his book, so I have had a little bit of a rough time. I am ready for this weekend to be here, other then JD is on call Fri and Sat anyway. BLAH! But thats alright, we need the extra money so I shouldnt complain. This weekend we need to get out of the house and do something FUN, like park, or something! ANYTHING! haha I have been helping JDs mom since she is sick and having issues with her back so I am more then tired with just my crap then to assist her with her stuff is killing me. But I can do it! I can do anything! Right!?!? haha This week my kids have actually been fairly good with helping me since I am helping Grandma, they are all concerned on what is going on with her and if she is alright, its so cute, they know who loves them, and they love those people right back 10 fold. My boys are the sweetest little things when it comes to someone getting hurt or sad they are so concerned and are willing to do anything you say. Love it! :) For three nights they both have helped me make awesome yummy dinners and clean the house and everything so thank goodness for that! I got a new phone that they totally think is awesome too, they love the touch screen and the noises that it makes when they touch it they find it very entertaining! So funny! But its late, I am tired, and I am off to a nice hot bath then bed...aaaahhhh, sounds great I know...CYA!

I love my life!!!!!!

So JD went to work today, I went and got my nails done at 4 and as soon as I was done me and the boys went to get some IceCream with my Mom, she called and asked if we could meet her, so I said sure why not...it was actually fun, we talked and had a normal convo. I came home and JD watched the kids and let me just sit and do my thing. He put the kids to bed at 7 and started to clean and got the house all cleaned up for me, then continued to scrub my bathrooms! He is such a great guy, and dad. I am so lucky to have him. He is always willing to do whatever with no complaints :) I love being part of his life, I love having our family, my kids spike my stress level quite often and my voice, but there is nothing better then being their Mom, and taking care of them. Just to hear them say "I love you" or "Your the bestest Mom ever" or anything cute and random makes it all worth the stress. This life gets very hectic and crazy at times, but it is mine and I love every moment of it! I am a very lucky wife, I dont work, I dont have to worry about anything like that, I drive around a very nice vehicle, I have nice clothes, and house. I have everything I could ever ask for and need so I am a lucky person and I love my husband so much for making that all possible! He even calms me down when I am having my moments where I am pretty sure I am losing my mind and he takes care of everything for me so I can chillax, he is amazing. Yay! I am so happy I found him! :) And I know he thinks the same of me, he tells me all the time, so were pretty happy with eachother I think lol